i was born a female.but i always act boyish like swearing, starting fights, beating up my friends when im mad lately. my hair is nearly looks like a avarage boy hair. i hate my breasts, they make uncomfortable. but i have no problems about my vagina. when i had my perioid i even hated being a female more. because i was born a girl people exept to take care of myself very often. but i take showers about 1 time in 3 days even if im in my puberty. i hate taking care of myself tought, i think its a waste of time. i never care what i eat even if its unhealty or make me fat. since i was small i always think that gender steriotypes are stupid . in my kindergarden i wanted a hot wheels playset instead of an barbie because i hated dolls but my teachers got mad at me and gave me a barbie. i wear androgyne clothes like sweathers and baggy things.when i look at the mirror i look like both male and female but sometimes that changes. i have alot of female friends and im really glad that i have them even they sometimes complain about me being lazy, rude and nasty. but when we went to the mall i always want to go to the shops where theres food fun stuff etc. but they stay in a clothing shop for like 1 hour and it makes me want to jump of a window. in my school i always wanted to join the boys group but i never talk to them because they would think im weird and they already hate me. sometimes i have a slighty will to do some feminine things tho. i have been trying to find my gender for 3 weeks now and still havent got a clue about it. i have so many options but i cant the right one. i donk think im transgender, maybe non-binary? idk. i hope you guys can help me, thanks for your support already!