So basically, I'm afab. I enjoy looking like a guy, being seen as a guy, having people think I'm a guy when they meet me, and people referring to me as a guy. But I still don't want to actually be a guy, and I still think of myself as female, if that makes any sense. I've been looking into the different genders, but I can't find one that describes the way I am. I'm hoping someone can point me in the right direction towards figuring out my gender.