So, for the longest time I was quite comfortable with my born gender, male, but the last couple years I've been interacting way more with members of the LGBTQ+ community and I've started to have doubts about what gender I really identify with.
Basically, whenever I am in public and interacting with people in real life, I feel like a male, however when I'm in private or interacting with people online I feel like a much more feminine side of me comes forth. On top of that I often feel like I would have been happier had I been born a female, but at the same time I don't really have much gender dysphoria nor do I feel like transitioning would make me happier, at least not right now.
I feel torn between who I am around people in real-life that I personally know, like my family and friends, around whom I feel like a cisgender male, but when by myself or interacting with people online I feel like someone entirely different.
Does this mean I am gender fluid, or is there something else that applies to me much better?