So, I was born female. For a long time I’ve been ok with being feminine being called she/her, but for the past two or three years I’ve been questioning mainly my gender but also my sexuality. I believe I am either bisexual or pansexual but mainly am attracted to feminine boys/nonbinary folk and slightly masculine (but similar to me) girls. I feel dysphoria mostly with my breasts when I wear bathing suits. I feel bursts of euphoria when I chest bind and interestingly when I put on long fake nails I feel extremely masculine and very euphoric. I like wearing makeup and nail polish/having long nails. I always make my video game characters/personas male and unless my (pro lgbtq and very supportive though I haven’t told them) parents can see them I make all of my online profiles male/other, and tell anyone who asks that I am male/other online. I do not necessarily identify with the male gender though, (it still feels wrong) and sometimes feel no dysphoria about my female body. I honestly do not care if someone calls me he/him, they/them, or she/her. I have looked into transgender, cisgender, and non-binary and do not feel I fit in with any. I feel like I am any gender but mostly prefer male femininity. I believe I am “beyond gender” both gender and sexuality wise. Is there a term for this??? Or am I just confused?