my gender in general is kinda complicated anyway. I think the closest I would come to describe me is bigender demiflux. There's definitely some male parts to my gender, but... uhm... it's kinda hard to explain. Anyway, this part of me has always felt (mostly) female and feminine, but lately I've been noticing more and more that I just really wish I had a penis instead of a vagina and it's honestly really confusing me.