I have been out to myself as transgender (ftm) and was wondering if I am really trans enough. I know those words sound like "oh, well all trans people are trans enough..." but does asking this question make me not trans?
I know I want surgery and hormones now, but what if I regret it later?
I feel scared to come out because of this (and, yes, I do experience pretty bad chest and hips dysphoria, but can't get a diagnosis because I am not out). I really want chest surgery and male hormones and puberty blockers, but I am scared it's a phase.
I'm sorry if you don't understand, I don't either and if anyone needs it:
My preferred name is Sam.
I prefer he/him pronouns (I hate when my family says "...she..." when taking about me)
I really want to be a boy, I know i'll be happier, just I don't know if I will regret it.
Please I need an answer