If you know ANY of my previous posts you know that i'm not out to my family.
Like, when they talk to me using my deadname, I mentally tell myself "it's not [deadname] you are Sami" or when they use she/her or refer to me and my sisters as "the girls" I die a little internally. Like the name situation I whisper to myself "he/him or they/them"
And then some days I just go to my room crying because of it. I hate doing this 2 times a week.
So I guess what I'm asking is, how can I make this better for myself? I am NOT coming out because I can't. It's okay if you can't help that's okay, you tried!