Hey y’all under I had a post about male genders and I never really questioned because I always thought I was a trans male, but nowadays im beginning to kind of..question that I guess?

Like I never identified with being female (I’m AFAB) it simply was never me, I am androgynous with expression but I don’t see myself as a female or girl really. Being male was something I liked, like it really spoke to me, so I then considered myself as a trans guy.

But now I’m questioning that, like I’m generally masculine in nature and I don’t identify with non binary at all so I’m not so sure about myself.

Its like I am a guy but not at the same time. That sort of thing, I have seen demiboy but I’m not so sure about that. And even then I have concern over my relationship with my boyfriend that very recently began, basically have been a little over a month now since we began dating and it has been great lately, doing fantastic actually. But I have my concern that my gender identity is actually thing but not as a guy and he goes, and I really love him you know?

My gender is like generally male right? But it’s like I am not at the same time but then I don’t fit with non binary. It’s really weird very sorry about that.

Like let me try to break down how I feel I guess.

I have Comfort in the male gender but then at the same time not identify with it fully I guess? It’s like I fully identify with being a dude but then not at the very same time. I looked at bi gender and I don’t think so, since I don’t identify with two genders at once. So maybe Demi...?

Idk how to feel about this, all I know is I rather have a flat chest and the body of a guy but then at the same time not. It’s strange and I hope someone can help with my dilemma.