I want to rename myself to Arson because it's the name I've liked the most from what I've considered (Jessie, Lemon, Alex). It really hits different, I just feel like, y'know, people would be like "Hey why you named Arson?" or if I wanted to get a job "Who named you Arson, yourself? Get out." I might regret naming myself Arson for multiple reasons like people would judge me or it's literally a crime but it just feels nice. I'm torn between a possible job in the future or a name I like. Also how bad is it I want to name myself Arson?
Edit: I also found Aloe and Acid that I like so I'm considering maybe going by one of those (probably Acid because names with A's that are more chaotic are apparently my thing) and have Arson as a nickname or maybe the other way around.