Hi friends! Recently I have been questioning my gender. I am afab. Over the past couple of months the pronouns she/her make me uncomfortable. I don't like being called them as much anymore. They/them makes me really happy and I prefer to dress neutral and not to dress feminine. Although being female and dressing feminine doesn't bug me too much, I just prefer not to. It's just the pronouns which make me uncomfortable. Some words such as queen, beautiful, ma'am don't really bother me that much either, except for it being a bit too feminine for my liking. I don't know what is happening. I was looking at the term demigirl but I don't feel like that fits because I don't feel such a disconnect to my assigned gender as I have seen with other demigirls. With genderflux I feel like it fits better, but I don't necessarily slide between female and agender as I have seen from others. I've also looked at librafeminine but I don't know what fits and what doesn't. Masculine doesn't fit me. He/him pronouns are fine sometimes, but it just doesn't fit me. I am also wondering if I an just Non-binary, just the umbrella term, like my sexuality, who knows. Whenever people refer to me as they/them or in some kind of neutral way I feel at ease. It makes me really happy. The pronouns she/her just don't resonate with me. I haven't worn a dress in a year and a half so I don't know about how dressing feminine would affect me now. I don't mind the occasional skirt either. I just prefer everything to be neutral, I wear sweaters, sweatshirts, jackets, etc. But again, I'm not against anything feminine, I've just never really worn anything feminine that I have picked out. And if it is more feminine it's a button up shirt, or a skirt. I've worn probably a handful of dresses (that I have willingly chosen) in my life. This is all probably so confusing to read. I'm not repulsed by my feminine side, I just don't wear anything feminine. Periods don't necessarily bug me, other than me thinking they are stupid and are just gross, my breasts don't really bug me either. I don't know if I am cis and just trying to act different or I am really questioning everything. I'm so sorry for this, I am just so confused.