I'm really just trying to figure out if I'm a demiboy or a demigirl
I feel like if I'm a demigirl then I'm invalid and cis (even though I'm not) and I feel like if I'm a demiboy, then like I'm just ignoring the more feminine part of myself-I like presenting fem but not too much, and I like presenting and being masc sometimes (but not too much) I think I'd be feminine for a boy, but I'm not sure if I would be feminine for a girl. I just really enjoy the softcore style, like I enjoy wearing feminine clothing
I've considered being bigender, but it always feels like there's something blocking it, like in the way. I don't really feel demigirl and demiboy at the same time, but like...if I could switch between demigirl/demiboy maybe that'd be it. I'm not sure.