She sent me this:
Please understand that what I'm about to write is very difficult for me to write.
I think you are an amazing person but, at this point, I feel as though we aren't really "Best Friends" anymore. And I feel as if our friendship is just kind of going away, yes we may talk on the weekends but we only talk on the weekends at this point.
Every time I try and talk to you at school you just completely ignore me, and that honestly hurts a ton. Even when I'm walking directly next to you, you do not even try and listen when I attempt to speak to you, nor do you try and make conversation.
And I think you've forgotten that friendship is a 2-way street.
I cannot be the only one trying to keep our friendship alive. Because if YOU even cared about keeping our friendship you would at least try and make an effort to do so.
I, at this point, think we should just stop being friends.
Because trying to maintain our friendship at this point has become a chore, it has become a literal chore trying to keep our friendship alive.
Friendship should NEVER be a chore.
So, please understand that I am doing this because I feel as though this is the only way. I honestly wish there were another way, but there isn't.
my first friend.
So I replied with:
Ya cause I haven't tried. I'm sorry but I feel like you saying this is weird. First of all, when do you try to speak to me at school? If I don't answer then I'm probably either talking to someone else and don't notice or running through the halls to catch my next class. When I do try to speak to you all you do is read fan fiction. You're obsessed with it. I've been trying but I'm sorry if I'm just a little busy ok- You know I can't do human interaction that well, especially when I'm trying to sort out my feelings. Please, just sure, let's not be friends if that's really what you desire. But I have been trying my hardest for everyone, getting screamed at when I'm home, at school even teachers yell at me. I am trying more than I should, I have met my limit but I'm still trying to go on, I try so hard to talk to all of my friends and keep up with my school work and feelings and chores at home. I'm sorry if you feel like I haven't been trying, but trust me I have. How would you feel if I sent you what you just sent me? You're trying, and so am I. You need to just stop ok- I try my best to talk to you in the halls ok, and after school, always busy. I even forgot about going to Milo's birthday party because I was so busy! I am trying my hardest but sure ya I'm not trying. You know, I barley ever cry, and when I saw this tears were running down my face and I could barley read it. If you want to stop being friends ok, but don't say I didn't try.