TW: misgendering, religion
Hi! So I am having a hard time with my gender. I identified as a demi-girl for a while, but now I identify as non-binary. I don't know if that fits me anymore.
I feel like I look more a boy than a girl on some days, then the opposite on other days. Then not fitting in with either gender. I don't feel comfortable in a lot of "feminine" clothes because it does not look right on me. I feel like more "masculine" or gender neutral clothes look good on me. They feel more comfortable and more right on my body. I hate it when someone calls me a girl. I don't want to tell them because I don't know how they will react.
My parents (mostly my mom) uses "daughter", "girl", and my birth name (nina) when talking about me. Every-time I try and talk to her about it (or just LGBTQ+ things), she just says "your too young to be talking about that. Wait till you are 18, then we can talk about it". My whole family is christian (im not really) so, the only people I can really talk to about LGBTQ topics is online.
If you are still here, thank you for reading this. You are awesome 😎. Im sorry if you did not understand this. I am just really confused. If you know a gender that describes what i'm feeling, please leave it down below. Thank you!! 🐸