Hi, I am 16 and afab that is currently very confused with my identity and came to this wiki for help. ever since I was in middleschool or so I had a very hard time dealing with my gender. I grew up homeschooled and naturally had masculine features so I never really "clicked" with girls my age or women in general, and still dont. I was always described as being tomboyish or ""not like other girls"" and it made me very confused, I dont feel like I relate to women or womanhood whatsoever but I dont feel "man" enough to simply come out as transgender. I have always looked and dressed very androgynous and get mistaken for a boy a lot, which I am ok with but it doesn't give gender euphoria most of the time. I have experimented with identifying as genderfluid, nonbinary, and trans for a while, but nothing seemed to feel quite right. I think technically the term for this would be demi-girl, but it doesnt seem to fit either. I do not want to change anything about my body except maybe to be able to pack/bind when I feel especially masculine, I have always felt like my identity was like, the corpse of a gender lol. my gender euphoria comes from looking like a scruffy little ghoul. Is this a type of xenogender? thank you for whoever took the time to read this, I appreciate any thoughts or feedback.