So I struggled with my gender identity recently and tried all different kinds of labels but it never felt 100% right. Although I’m kinda ok with being unlabelled, my head just doesn’t pause searching for one and it exhausts me, I just want to feel home.
I would describe my gender as fluctuating between different amounts of genders, like I may feel 30% female 10% male and 60% nonbinary and the next day I feel 50% female 20% male and 30% nonbinary. But the connection to my gender fluctuates also, sometimes my gender is far away from me so that I can’t even see it properly and the next day it’s far more near, like I could touch it, but I think I never actually do.
I just came across the label fluidflux but I don’t know if it properly fits my experience witch gender.
Could someone please help me