First of all hello! Could someone in the comments please refer to me with the name Milo and it/its pronouns? I'm trying to see if I feel comfortable with them :D
Basically about a year ago I started questioning my gender. I'm AFAB and I used to go by they/she/he, and when I came out to my best friend at the time, it was kinda weird. First they said I might be confusing my dysphoria with dysmorphia, which is not true. Then a little while later they started fitting me into a 'trans guy box' (if that makes sense) and started to tell people I'm a trans guy before I had things figured out. Everything happened way too fast and because of them, I wasn't able to take my time with figuring everything out. Now that I don't talk to them anymore, I'm back to being confused about everything.
I currently go by he/they but I'm not completely comfortable with that. Somedays I don't like to be called a 'man' or 'male', but I still like terms like 'boy' or 'handsome'. I never like being called a 'girl' or a 'woman', and i think I might be genderfaun.
If anyone reads this, I would really appreciate your help and thanks in advance! <3